Oh! Uh - HI! Sorry, hi! I'm Usagi Tsukino, a friend of Rei Hino! Um, she was the one who recommended you. Um, I want to learn a weapon, you see. But um... I'm going to warn you now I'm... probably worse than Maya? Well... worse in a different way.
But um yes, hi! I want - um to learn! I don't even know what I want to learn, just not archery. I um... I thought you could recommend what might suit me best...
Did I specifically tell her we were going to find it and kill it? No. Not in so many words.
You probably think that's unnecessarily cruel... and maybe you're right. But I thought it was better she understand, really understand, what she had asked to get into.
[She's ready to say something but he's already said it for her really.]
I would agree that there is nothing quite like an actual fight to impress the realities of fighting to a person.
[The sadness Maya had displayed hit far too close to home. And it was the image of a very large man with a very soft heart that compelled her to speak.]
And there is also readying them for it. Some people, no matter how much they wish to fight, will never be able to wield a weapon. Their hearts won't permit them to. There is nothing wrong in that and we that can protect those people.
She asked to learn. She went farther than I thought she would, in all honesty. And that is something she had to experience.. had to decide for herself. I couldn't make that choice for her.
Oh um... well, I have Dunamis to protect me, but sometimes that's not enough or not... the right thing. And I mean, I don't intend on going hunting or anything but every now and then, I run into things in the forest or on the planet's surface that... well, that can be really dangerous.
[That and being Sailor Moon and becoming Sailor Moon is not always the right answer.]
Okay, so you're looking for the basic self-defense courses. [That's fine. Roy would just slot her into a class schedule... if she hadn't been recommended by Rei, who he is certain expects more from him in this case.] That's no problem, that's the school's specialty.
You're correct. If she does choose to continue though, it's something she has to learn to overcome with her own strength as well.
[Alice nods to herself.]
I was just concerned that she went into this with little knowledge of the possible outcome or that it wasn't impressed on her enough. She seemed very adverse to the idea.
[A slight pause.]
... Not that I expect anyone to be eager.
Edited (Hi, I did a thing without a word.) 2017-01-22 17:33 (UTC)
Weren't you eager, when you first had your chance to take up a weapon and go on an adventure? I have to admit that I was, although I ended up regretting it not because of what I had to do to foes, but how I had to deal with the allies that were allegedly on my side. So different matter entirely.
Well. Then you understand why I did that. So she could see it first-hand.
I've been trying my very best not to go too easy on her from the very beginning. It's hard when I have to admit I'm not entirely objective here. But I think I did the right thing.
I understand what you're saying. I just don't think, "we may have to kill this creature in less than pleasant circumstances" is going to really work. You and I know what it means, but to someone with no experience, it's just words.
I might have been wrong. I think I did the right thing. But it was going to hit her hard, no matter what. Maybe there is no real right answer.
If she intends to keep practicing, I would say this sort of situation will show up many times over. The best training really is in the field after all.
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